Monday, November 27, 2006

Holiday Mood Swings?

Hey hoe.

2nd day of holidays have finally almost come to an end. Chelsea and Man United on the tele, me sitting down here infront of my computer, half watching the match, with pretty much nothing to do. Holidays can be a bore sometimes when you dont really have anything in mind to do nor anything planned for the next few weeks or months even. But, doing something is better than nothing sometimes i supposed.

Had really a wierd time today, happy yet kind of lonely at the same time. Woke up from Terry's phone call - so had to go down and open the door for him. A few dota games here and there then went for lunch (well apparently your first meal of the day is supposedly called breakfast but it was like 5pm by the time we started eating) Ate Estella 7 - indonesian food =) i like Nasi Ulor now ..or Utor? or ...haha forgot whats it called but will remember when im there. It was like fragrant rice with a fried chicken, a wierdly coloured fried egg and some soupy thing. =) really nice. Went to church with like Lina, Edwin and met up with Lisa and Desmond there. A not too appealling sermon about baptisms and the church denomination differences. The praise worship was kind of good though. Really liked it. Then came out of the church. Went to eat Crepe (someone please indulge me how do you actually say it) Had Nutella Crepe. OMG - it was like amazing. Then kinda went off to get a top up card for my phone - kinda was stuck on 36 cents of credit for the past few days. Felt kind of good, bought like 3 dollars worth of ...ermm.. sandwich like thingies from this grannie on the street trying to sell some food. Felt good about myself. Even better when Des sugested to give it to like a homeless dude. But apparently - he kinda didn't really want it. Oh well, as long as the intent is there - theres no harm in trying i supposed. Went up Melb Central to watch 'The Prestige' - ONLY GO TO THAT MOVIE IF YOU CAN THINK ALOT. =_=;; otherwise you'll be scratching your head at the end of the movie. Kinda of thought provoking movie - not about the plot but the storyline an what really happens in it. Came back - then more dota (yes i need a new hobby apparently otherwise these posts about my 'productive' day would involve about 6 to 7 hours of dota again. Eat, Dota, Eat, Dota, Sleep. =_=;; That would kinda be my routine. Well talked to quite a few people online. Kinda same old same old. Haruka, Joo Lee (aka Ms Toh) and talked to Jo for abit. Kinda not really my night for socializing is it? Just seemed so blur most of the time, even now as we speak. Hopefully things pick up abit tommorrow. Tommorrow is a brand new day i guess.

Well, kinda been thinking alot recently i guess. While the exams and past it - about everything. My goals and motives in life. What i should strive for. What i should do. What i should be. Not about the things that would fulfill me nor things that would bring the most happiness to me. But somehow about other things which i cant realyl place my finger on. What does everyone want in life? What does everyone need? Everyone is different and wants different things. Kinda got stuck thinking about everything. Well dont really know what im blabbing on about. Kind of going crazy at the moment... think i better call it a night.

Hopefully tommorrow is a better day.

.hope saves us all sometime or another

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