Its About Time
Well, its been a few months since I left this blog to rot in the corner of my mind. Kind of realized that I did have a blog. Something I havent really used in months. Well, its about just time that i kind of updated this abit.
Ups and downs. Today is the day of the lunar eclipse. Kind of went out to the balcony at about 9pm, near the end of it. To see a red half cresant moon shining down. Beautiful yet somehow having that subtle luminious colour of bloodshed. May it represent the world that we live in today. People being obvious by its beauty and serenity, yet some people are humbled by the tears cried and the people who have faded.
Perhaps I should be a writer right now. Mara's kind of getting me influenced into all these kinda random things. Her random beliefs and likings. People grow on you I guess, even more so when you lack the kind of resolve in your mind. That something feels like its jutting out like a sore nail on a lengthy plank of wood. Something so small and you could over look it at a glance, yet you know its still lingering at the back of your mind. Knowing that something is wrong, but you cant quite put your finger on it.
Maybe it the work and cramming thats going on. The subtle hints that life gives you. Random occurances that seem to happen for a reason, if you kind of think back on it. From Japanese superstitions that when theres a red moon theres something bad out there in the world happening. Guess not really happening today. May it be from church, when its already half way through the '40 days of Community' whereby teams seems to be of utmost priorty. That you cant achieve many things in life without at least a companion by yourself. Relative to the past 3 major assignments that i have. That somehow happen to be all groupwork. Subtle hints in life of what is to come. Yet, when you compare it to the zodiac or some random fortune telling. When you look at it at hindsight, you kind of realize that its true. Eventhough, it maybe vague... even if you dont believe in it. It somehow relates to you, or at least someone close to you. Well sceptics believe its all a bunch of nonsense, well i do too kind of, yet.. some part deep down inside of you wants to believe that there should be more to life than whats laid infront of us. More to life than what we see people achieve. The norms in life. The once in a life times. The things that will never happen. Wouldnt it be great to blame everything bad on something else. But wouldnt it be lonely if that was all that was instore for us. That after this, there is just nothingness. That the world still revolves around the sun each passing day... never noticing one insignificant speck disappearing from the universe in a flash. Almost as fast as it appeared. If thats was all that was left instore for us. Whats the point in trying. Whats the point in hoping. Whats the point in denying our pleasures. Whats the point in everything that we do? To better ourselves each and everyday.. when in the end its not worth it? Think about that for just one instance. That no matter how far from believing there could be a God or could be something else out there, a great divine. That if we dont believe in our beliefs, that if we dont have faith in fate. That if what we do now, no matter how great, no matter how insignificant it maybe - if it brings a smile to someone else's face, your somewhat happy inside. What would be the point in all those little things.
Well yes... endless ramblings from my head yet again.. well i guess one more lesson i kinda learnt like only a few days ago... kinda thing that someone should learn i guess. Its good to learn from your mistakes, but its better to learn from other people's mistakes before you fall into it. The best cure is not a cure, but avoidance of the disease in the first place dont you think?
If all your trying is to do good. Dont expect anything in return, because the gift of giving should be as much praise as you should ever need.
Whats the point in expecting a gift... no... expecting even a simple thank you when you do something good? shouldnt you feel happy that you went off at your own accord to actually do something nice - that the expectance of a simple thank you that goes unsaid leads to anger. It leads to selfish one-track thoughts that other people live in their selfish own little shells when your trying your best to breakthrough that lonely divide that each and everyone of us. That at one point or another we will be selfish or ignorant. When a gift is given - there shouldnt be a want nor a crave to receive something back to want appraisal for something youve done. To be recognized. 'God loves a cheerful giver'. You dont give gifts because its forced upon you. You dont because your meant to or it would be nice to. It wouldnt be a gift in the first place.
Ups and downs. Today is the day of the lunar eclipse. Kind of went out to the balcony at about 9pm, near the end of it. To see a red half cresant moon shining down. Beautiful yet somehow having that subtle luminious colour of bloodshed. May it represent the world that we live in today. People being obvious by its beauty and serenity, yet some people are humbled by the tears cried and the people who have faded.
Perhaps I should be a writer right now. Mara's kind of getting me influenced into all these kinda random things. Her random beliefs and likings. People grow on you I guess, even more so when you lack the kind of resolve in your mind. That something feels like its jutting out like a sore nail on a lengthy plank of wood. Something so small and you could over look it at a glance, yet you know its still lingering at the back of your mind. Knowing that something is wrong, but you cant quite put your finger on it.
Maybe it the work and cramming thats going on. The subtle hints that life gives you. Random occurances that seem to happen for a reason, if you kind of think back on it. From Japanese superstitions that when theres a red moon theres something bad out there in the world happening. Guess not really happening today. May it be from church, when its already half way through the '40 days of Community' whereby teams seems to be of utmost priorty. That you cant achieve many things in life without at least a companion by yourself. Relative to the past 3 major assignments that i have. That somehow happen to be all groupwork. Subtle hints in life of what is to come. Yet, when you compare it to the zodiac or some random fortune telling. When you look at it at hindsight, you kind of realize that its true. Eventhough, it maybe vague... even if you dont believe in it. It somehow relates to you, or at least someone close to you. Well sceptics believe its all a bunch of nonsense, well i do too kind of, yet.. some part deep down inside of you wants to believe that there should be more to life than whats laid infront of us. More to life than what we see people achieve. The norms in life. The once in a life times. The things that will never happen. Wouldnt it be great to blame everything bad on something else. But wouldnt it be lonely if that was all that was instore for us. That after this, there is just nothingness. That the world still revolves around the sun each passing day... never noticing one insignificant speck disappearing from the universe in a flash. Almost as fast as it appeared. If thats was all that was left instore for us. Whats the point in trying. Whats the point in hoping. Whats the point in denying our pleasures. Whats the point in everything that we do? To better ourselves each and everyday.. when in the end its not worth it? Think about that for just one instance. That no matter how far from believing there could be a God or could be something else out there, a great divine. That if we dont believe in our beliefs, that if we dont have faith in fate. That if what we do now, no matter how great, no matter how insignificant it maybe - if it brings a smile to someone else's face, your somewhat happy inside. What would be the point in all those little things.
Well yes... endless ramblings from my head yet again.. well i guess one more lesson i kinda learnt like only a few days ago... kinda thing that someone should learn i guess. Its good to learn from your mistakes, but its better to learn from other people's mistakes before you fall into it. The best cure is not a cure, but avoidance of the disease in the first place dont you think?
If all your trying is to do good. Dont expect anything in return, because the gift of giving should be as much praise as you should ever need.
Whats the point in expecting a gift... no... expecting even a simple thank you when you do something good? shouldnt you feel happy that you went off at your own accord to actually do something nice - that the expectance of a simple thank you that goes unsaid leads to anger. It leads to selfish one-track thoughts that other people live in their selfish own little shells when your trying your best to breakthrough that lonely divide that each and everyone of us. That at one point or another we will be selfish or ignorant. When a gift is given - there shouldnt be a want nor a crave to receive something back to want appraisal for something youve done. To be recognized. 'God loves a cheerful giver'. You dont give gifts because its forced upon you. You dont because your meant to or it would be nice to. It wouldnt be a gift in the first place.
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